A peek into how my so-called mind works.

[zianuray]

On the 7th, when I got to work for the first non-training day of work, I go up and beep my card on the door to get in, and there is the click of the magnetic lock releasing, and I pull...and the door doesn't open. It's still bolted. Thankfully, one of the supervisors is thee and lets me in before I panic.

On the 14th, I drive by the front on my way to the parking area -- all is dark. I'm worrywarting (thanks, Grampa. NOT!) that the door will be bolted again, that I won't be able to get in, that no-one will show up except me...and, of course, the door opens just like it's supposed to. I go find the light switch and start my before-clocking-in stuff...and of course, nearly give myself a panic attack.

"What if no supervisors show up? What if no-one comes in but me? Oh my, oh my....what if?"

And I take a deep breath and remind myself that I have the documentation on the intranet, I have two different helplines (one for me, one for owners), I may be inexperienced but I am TRAINED and I am an intelligent and resourceful person and I by dingies CAN and WILL do this.

And other VPCs and two supervisors show up, and of course all is well....

But I just HAD to scare myself.

*hmmph*

Comments

[bleuberi21.livejournal.com]

You are a rockstar. *smooch*

[reynai.livejournal.com]

Heh, that sounds exactly like I would have acted myself. Always imagine the worst possible thing that could go wrong ... never mind how unlikely it might be. And assuming that everything that has gone wrong before will go wrong again.

Good on you for nipping it in the bud.

[jeffs-page.livejournal.com]

I keep worrying about the day my key card doesn't open the gate to the parking lot at work. Oops. I guess they don't want me anymore! Do I just turn around and go home or try to get in the front door with the security guard there?