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I'm not really sure what I think about "channeling" messages and angel guides and such.

Before yesterday I'd have said it was good guessing and cold readings and research.

"Dawn" was doing "open channeling sessions" at the Spiritual Evolution Fair I was vending at this weekend.

We met for the first time Saturday, and hadn't had time to talk about anything much--except that she and her husband gave me some shed-fur from their white wolves for a protection amulet I have been wanting to make!--so she had no knowledge of my background.

I went in to watch and listen, no expectations.

One of the messages was from "John"--an older man, feels like someone's father.......I waited until she came back to the name after covering something else [I was  giving everyone else a chance to go "Well, might be my third husband's ex-wife's second cousin once removed......." (which, as you may have noticed, is the sort of thing some people come up with)] before saying "Might be for me, that's my stepfather's name."

D:  Is he gone?

I heard he died a few years ago.

D:  Would he have thought of himself as your father?

Probably, as he adopted me.

D:  He says he is very sorry for what happened, does that make any sense?

(flabbergasted; jaw dropping)

D: He came to me Thursday while I was preparing for this.  He is really...he wants this to get this message to you.  Abuse, physical or emotional, I'm seeing......There is another daughter. 

Yes, his biological daughter.

D:  He wants her, also,  to know he's sorry.  There was a split in the family and he was the cause of it.  A third sibling......

Yes.

D:  A brother.  He (John) askes that you pass the message along to both of them that he is so very sorry.  Will you do this?  I'm feeling that he did something different to the brother, does that make sense?

If I can find them.  (I can't figure what he'd have done to my brother, as he spent most of his life with Aunt B and Uncle A who adopted him when we were taken away from John and Virginia.)  (V. being bio-mother to all 3 of us.)

D:  He is giving me the feeling that he is saying "I was a very bad man."  He says he is sorry, he is watching over you and he is with you.

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That's where I left the room, 'cause if it WAS John, I don't want him watching me and being with me.  Maybe he has changed, maybe he realizes what he did, but I don't see any sense in taking chances with it.

Actually, that was the last one i expected to hear from. 

If anything, I was figuring Gramma would be reading me the riot act for "Turning your back on Jay-sus after all He did for you!"

I don't have a problem with Jesus, I have a problem with some of His people.


Comments on the probabilities of the "channeled message"? 


Date: 2005-03-21 04:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wordcandlemage.livejournal.com
I would allow for the possibility that it's valid. Getting in touch with your siblings probably wouldn't hurt anyway.

Last year I had a psychic do a reading for me (it wasn't my idea!) and he commented that there was an older woman who was very worried about me and he felt that her name was "Ivy". I almost fell out of my chair! While it's not her actual name, Ivy is what my mother is called by pretty much everyone who knows how.

So...sometimes these guys know what they're talking about.

Date: 2005-03-21 06:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gentleeleos.livejournal.com
I've never experienced a channelled reading. And, by my nature and training (I am, after all, a lawyer), I'm a skeptic. And, my first reaction was that what she said was fairly general. John is a common name. "Sorry for what he did" is very general. But, after that, it seems to get more specific. So, I don't know.

Every person I know who's been to see a psychic/tarot card reader/palmist has had one of those spooky moments.

I do know that I believe that there is more in this world than we understand.

Date: 2005-03-22 10:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zianuray.livejournal.com
Yeah, John is a VERY common name. That's part of why I was suprised that no-one else spoke up.

I'm still trying to figure out how she did it and WHETHER she did it or if i'm just "wanting" to believe.

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